This afternoon I was in the car driving to Jackson to pick up some art supplies at Hobby Lobby. As I drive, I often reflect. Reflect on my job, my health, my goals, my relationships, my trials... I think that's why I love to drive so much, lol. And then I began to think about all of the desires of my life. I graduated college just a tad over a year ago and thought of what my desires where at that time. They were the usual from a college graduate. i wanted to get a teaching job, make money, find a place to live, become financially stable, all the good stuff.
God really REALLY took care of me when I graduated. This job at PCHS just literally popped up out of the blue and landed in my lap. My apartment which is incredibly nice and I absolutely love fell into my lap at an amazing monthly price where I can live comfortably and still save money. However, as good as these things where I didn't find it to be the desire I intended for. My desire was to live in a big city such as Murfreesboro, Hendersonville or Nashville. I really dreaded the idea of being stuck in a big city. AND I was not thrilled about teaching high school, I really had a desire to teach the younger ages.
I have completely fallen in love with working with teenagers. The Lord has put in my heart a desire to work with high schoolers in such a pure and loving way. I love everything about teenagers- their personalities, their energy, their outlook on life and how they all have the world at their fingertips. And just recently, another opportunity has fallen into my lap. To be the FCA sponsor of the school. This idea scared the life out of me, as much as I adore the Lord and going to church and working with others, there was no way I felt equipped to be a spiritual mentor to these students.
And then just last week, I got a phone call from a college friend I have not heard from in years, Ben. It was kind of a shocker that he called me, I was quite curious as to what he was doing in life and what made him call me. APPARENTLY... he is now the FCA Representative for West Tennessee. His job is to work with all of the Huddle Leaders in the school systems, come and speak to the students and publicize all of these events that they are having. This completely FLOORED ME. I had no idea one of my friends from COLLEGE happened to be the FCA Rep that I needed to talk to for being prepared to lead FCA during the school year. He was so happy and excited that I was going to be a new Huddle Leader and immediately invited me to this summer leadership FCA Camp they are having in North Carolina at the end of June. They have praise and worship, games, team and leadership building, small group studies... so many things that I know will help me prepare my heart and mind as a Huddle Leader.
I am so excited for what God is doing in my life right now, it just feels like he is having 100% control over my life and he is steering it in the way He wants for His glory. And I thank God that my desires have been changing to His desires.
I've been saying all this year that I can't wait to pack up and move closer to Nashville... But as of right now, I am totally happy about what He is doing in my life right here.